In the fifth chapter of his gospel, John tells us a story that has been told so often that we tend to hurry through it without looking for fresh insights into Jesus. It’s the story of the man that Jesus healed at the pool of Bethesda. This was a pool that was known for miraculous healings. John tells us that a great number of disable people – the blind, the lame and the paralyzed – would lie around this pool each day. Their belief was that from time to time an angel of the Lord would stir the water and whoever got into the pool first, after the stirring, would be healed.
Jesus visited this pool. Perhaps, he was simply walking by on his way to another destination in Jerusalem and simply by chance noticed the pool and the people around it. More than likely, however, his visit was intentional and directed by the Father. Immediately after this healing, Jesus declared, “I tell you the truth, the Son can do nothing of himself; he can only do what he sees his Father doing, because whatever the Father does the Son does also. For the Father loves the Son and shows him all he does.”
This statement reveals that Jesus was highly attuned to the movement and purposes of his Father. This quality suggests that Jesus was so focused on living out the Father’s agenda that he had developed a spiritual discernment to clearly sense the leading of the Spirit and the heart of the Father in every situation. This longing to partner with his Father and to put the Father’s agenda ahead of his own, prompted the Father to show him what we was doing so that Jesus could, in fact, join him in those purposes.
Jesus shows us that a hunger to be totally obedient to the Father and to be lead by the Spirit every minute of the day prompts the Father to gives us eyes to see and ears to hear what he is doing. One of the reasons Jesus performed so many miracles is that he was never operating outside of God’s purposes for that moment. When Jesus ministered healing to a person or a village, it seems that he was simply joining God in what God had already purposed to do. Since God had already determined to do those things, all of heaven was lined up to move when Jesus declared what the Father had already determined. Jesus heard the Father, recognized the spiritual activity of the Father, spoke what the Father would have him speak and power flowed.
In this case, the Father apparently directed Jesus to the man who had been an invalid for thirty-eight years. Dozens of others surrounded the pool who were also in need of healing but Jesus focused on one. Finding him at the pool, Jesus asked what seemed to be a question with an obvious answer, “Do you want to get well?” That question was an important question. As we all know, not everyone truly wants to be healed. Healing in this man’s life would have changed his identity, his routines, his responsibilities, and even the expectations that other’s had for him. After thirty-eight years he had learned to be totally dependent on others. His entire life revolved around others meeting his needs and spending each day at the pool waiting for the miraculous stir of waters, knowing full well that someone else would always reach the water ahead of him.
After all those years of being “the invalid” he probably wasn’t sure if he could make it in a world where he would be expected to work and meet his own needs. Like a convict who has been in prison so long that he has become “institutionalized,” he wasn’t sure that he could make it on the “outside.”
Even so, Jesus healed him with a command to “Get up! Pick up your mat and walk!” After a moment of spontaneous healing the man walked. Amazingly the Jewish religious leaders pushed back against this healing because it had been done on the Sabbath. Religion misses the heart of God and so misses the goodness of God as well. As a man stood before them who had been healed from nearly forty years of lameness, all they could see was that he was carrying his mat on the Sabbath and, thus, was violating the “rules” established by the religious elite. He had been lame but they were still blind. Of course, the conversation quickly turned to the one who had done the healing, after all he has also had violated the Sabbath laws. The healed man had no idea who he was and Jesus had quietly slipped away in the crowd.
Then comes a curious ending to the story. Jesus found the man he had healed in the temple courts and warned him to stop sinning or else something worse than his lameness might happen to him. Suddenly, the story shifts from a healing theme to a redemption theme. The man’s biggest problem had not been his inability to walk but a sinfulness that had placed his soul in jeopardy. We are told that the kindness of God leads us to repentance (Rom.2:4). This intentional healing seems to have been an expression of God’s kindness designed to lead this man to repentance.
The warning issued later by Jesus suggests that the man had not been touched by God’s goodness sufficiently to lead him to repentance, so Jesus nudged him a little more in that direction. It is possible that his now functioning legs had been used to pursue more of the sin in his life rather than thanksgiving to God. The hardness of the man’s heart is suggested by the fact that after receiving the warning or rebuke of Jesus, the man hurried to turn him in to the authorities. Because Jesus had confronted him about his sin, even though it was out of concern for his well being, it seems that the healed man sought to punish the very one who had healed him.
So why even heal this man in the first place? Weren’t there others at the pool more deserving and potentially more responsive to God’s kindness? Undoubtedly. But God loves the stubborn, the sinner, and the hard of heart as well. God wanted to give this man every opportunity to say “yes” to Jesus. Perhaps, he was the one singled out at the pool because he was the one in greatest need of a spiritual healing. Perhaps, he was singled out because he was right at the tipping point of developing a heart so hard that he would be beyond repentance.
We don’t know what the final response of this man was to God’s kindness. What we do know is that the heart of the Father and the heart of Christ do not just pursue only those who are wide open to the kingdom of God but they pursue also those whose hearts are hardened by sin and beaten down by the world. Keep praying for the one whose heart you fear is closed to God. God will seek him out anyway and draw him with both kindness and warning. It is what love does even for those who don’t love in return. If that hardened heart and sinful life has belonged to you, be sure that God still believes you are worth saving and is looking for you in the crowd even now.